Thoughts

My thoughts are dead and sad
everything in them is just so bad
the blood shed the death and screaming
this isn't close to dreaming
i just want to lose myself and die
i don't need to cry
these thoughts they hurts so much
in them people die by the bunch
i feel like there is no hope
so am i supposed to mope
while my life begins to fall apart
i want to take out my heart
i grab the knife
but try and fight
my life life crashes
my school bus crashes
i start to scream and shove it in
i cough up my blood
and laugh in deaths face
my body starts to feel like lace
i say good bye as i lay about to die
i start to cry with my tears of blood
and think my last thoughts.....