Hating Friend/Beloved Enemy

I lost a part of myself
My bittersweet feelings for you fade away
Now I walk alone,disappointed and stray
I found a part of yourself

What's the end of this?
Is it already a drifting memory?
I can't recall pain in my past's bliss
Are you a hating friend or a beloved enemy?

Your sweetness is imagination's poverty
You immersed your actions in cruelty
No,blaming you would make me fool
But I can't think with injustice as a rule

When will I be free from this thinking part?
Would you be satisfied if I could run seed loving you?
You're so mine to be apart
Is emotion's grave in your soul hurting you?

I found a part of myself
My impulsiveness is knowing nothing is over
If you were a book about love,I would be the cover
I lost you...?