Love triangles never work

My lover's not coming.
My lover's not here.
My lover left.
And i can not lie,
I'm dieing.

I miss him
he hurt me
he lied
he blackmailed me
yet i love him

i hurt you
yet you stay
i lied to you
yet you love me

i miss him
yet i use you
you let me
yet i can't face it

now you left me
when i need you most
now i miss you
now i love you
now i miss you
yet your lukewarm
now I'm alone
and i love you