A constant pain that will never end

This constant ache in my heart
that you have caused
all i gained from you
was pain and hurt

all my problems
lead back to you
you can't begin to imagine
how much pain you have caused

i got back with you
over and over again
my heart in pieces
cos of you

i still love you
i don't think ill ever stop
I've lost count
of your lies and excuses

what hurts me the most
is that i love you
i want to be with you
but i know you can't change

i know i can't change you
no matter how hard i try
no matter how much i cry
nothing will change you

Everytime i see you
my heart skips a beat
everytime i think of you
my heart sinks

i know you will hurt me again
if we got back together
i don't think you ever loved me
like i loved you

everytime i get on with my life
everytime i find someone new
you come along
i can't control my feelings for you

I've just got to resist
resist you
then you won't hurt me
but you are still here

I can't make you disappear
i don't even think i would want to
cos i still love you
i just gotta get on with it

i know i can never forget you
forget my love for you
forget the way you hurt me
but i gotta try

i wish I'd never met you
i wish I'd never experienced love like that
i just gotta come to terms
with the fact
that i love you
and i won't stop loving you
but i can never get back with you
cos you will hurt me
i won't be bale to cope
i know i won't

i know you will
drag me down that
sad lonely road
to nowhere
with you by my side
and i don't ever
want to go back
down there
especially not with you
you are the constant pain i have
that will never end
it will never leave me