Where has all the days gone after you left
I can't even remember the last time I heard your breath
Your intoxicating scent has left my memory
And in the end everything seems so distant from me
I recall everything about our love that made it pure
But in the end, for this pain, you where the only cure
I walked amissly around in the darkness before I met you
And when you came into my life it all seemed to be renewed
Even though we argued, I wouldnt take any back
Because those arguements are what made us grow closer in fact
We solved each one in a new way and loved each other more
It seemed you where the only thing I had to look forward
You where everything in my life, my drive and will to survive
But yet in the end, I lost you quicker than a drop of a dime
I can't forget all the times we spent with eachother on the phone barely speaking
But yet it all seems so far gone that everyone can see the pain seaping
It seaps through me like emotional scars
Yet all I want is for us to be together once more
But yet as quickly as you came into my life its seems you where taken
By the selfishness of others and my blindness to see things where shaken
My love for you will never die only coinside with my pain
Forever in my heart you will be and never will I forget your name
So I take hold these blades and contiplate the releasing of the hurt
In one second or more stains will appear from my blood splurts
But I cant pull myself to do this selfish act out of hope of being with you
Even though in the end I know that this will never come true
So why can't I just end it and take away all the sadness I feel
No one would even care if my own life I killed
But suffice to say this will not be my end
No instead I will wait and see if I can't win
I will win this battle to have you back in my arms again
I won't fail or give up until my own life ends
So this is the final years of my life summed up into simple verses
But yet I wish I could back in time and rehearse it
Then I would be able to relive all the good times I had with you
And change a few things just so I could stay with you
I love you baby and it will never end
Yet it seems so hard to stay away from a life of sin
So I say goodbye to you until the next time
Maybe it won't have to end with the barrel of this nine
