My unforgetten lover

Is it a fact at last am free?
or its illusion that will never be
i tried to forget him and searching for any other guy
but i found that my love to him will never die

in my heart no1 could take his place
that's my only fact that i don't want to face
my love to him couldn't be described in words
if it distributed it will be too much for this world
i don't think this was love or admiration
its more than this even it couldn't b just adoration

every time he talks to me
i become more sure that he is my happiness key
if u wanna see the most honest true smile
come n see me after talking to him even after a while
what have he done to me 2 make my life like that?
as if he stole my heart n swear that he will never return it back
before him my life was almost dark
but after our 1st meeting it was changed just from his eye spark

every time i say i got over it and i become much more better
then i realize it was just a lie n u still my unforgotten lover
help me n stop the magic in your eyes n your words which is full of care
but don't say OK"I'll leave u"because this what I'll never bare

believe me i tried to forget u n I've done all what i can do
but sorry 4give me i couldn't stop loving u
your love is beneath my will
n without u my life will be a dark hell
i think this story has no end
because if i lost u as my lover u will always be my Friend