I will miss you

It is big challenge to write those words
as you wanted me to do.
I can't I do it with all those fallen tears that are coming through.
With all the memories which left behind you.
With all the suppressed screams in side of me.
with all the longing and lonely
I can't do it while I know I will walk alone today.
in the same places we walked together yesterday.
I wish I could make the time pass slow,
but we had to say good bye and let each other go.
I had to walk in the corridors with wounded heart.
I had to hide my equanimity falling apart.
Am sorry expressing my feelings today might be so tough.
But Am so in love with you I do not think I can tell enough.
Sara