Understanding and knowing are two difrent things.

I had a dream last night.
it was about you and me.
We were together. And yesterday
never happened.

I held it in when we split.Now
the tears just will not come.
my body cant take in so many
emotions at one time.

Sooner or later they will come.
like a rock hitting me in the head.
They will all come at once.

Ive had this happen before
and when they came i just couldnt
handle them...I didnt know they were
coming.

But this time im ready. im ready for when
that time comes that i truely understand
that we are over. And untill then my
smile it true..or so you think.