Memories of us keep playin' in my head
I try to shut them out
But then they play again
So many special moments make it impossible to forget
Special moments that I'll never regret
I never took a chance on you
I never was your girl
But yet my feelings for you still stayed true
Always thought I wanted someone like you in my life
But I never knew that It'd hurt so much
Had me worried cause you'd always be in trouble
Just like the song I'd say I'm in love with a thug
So much love but we could never be a couple
So many broken promises and lies but I couldn't say good-bye
Still I ask myself if it was worth the agony to also get the ecstasy
Betten than a fantasy the way you made it feel so right
When all along I knew it was wrong
Guess I messed up for not ending what started
But something would'nt lemme just throw it out the door
I loved the way you held on tight
and told me not to go
We kept it on the low, so when I had you
It just made me want you more
Now I'm sittin here readin notes you wrote to try to remind myself that what happened was foreal
Cause truth is i only wanted you cause i loved how you made me feel
N I've finally realized I don't really miss you at all
So don't get It twisted
It's just how I felt that I'm missin
