Fateful love

Should I, Could I
Would I really dare?
What if your adorations
Lie elsewhere

Your eye, your smile
They betray some affection?
Or is it my lovelorn heart
Conjuring a false vision

I think, I reflect
I ponder and speculate
Months passby
The decision has been made

I blush, I sigh
I near the destination
My heart pounds wild
Tingling with anticipation

The shock, the pain
The shattering of my dream
They stood hand in hand
I made a silent retreat