In Love, In Pain

I'm in love
I'm in pain
Love is pain
Love is murder
Loving somebody can be the best feeling in the world
But to me loving you is the worst feeling
Because I cant be with you
I cant kiss you
I cant hug you
Thats all I want to do
Its all I dream about
Its all I think about
Loving you is killing me
It rips a hole in my heart
I know deep down inside you love me just as much as I Love You
I just wish there was a way for us to be together
For you to show you're love to me
My dreams and wishes are for you to be here
Next to me
Holding me tight
Telling me how much you love me
I'm so in love with you
That its causing me so much pain
So much heartbreak
So many tears i have cried
Just to be able to hug you
To be able to kiss you
Just once
For once in my life
I would love to be happy
You are the only person that can change that
I don't think you realize that you make me smile
When i don't want to smile
I smile when i don't even realize it
I love the way you can make smile
The way i feel when i talk to you
The feelings of butterflies every time I see you
I love you so much
I would do anything to have that chance with you
That second chance to be with you
That chance would change my life forever
Then being in love with you
Would be the best, most amazing feeling in the world
All my pain would no longer exist
It would be gone forever
My life would be so much better
My life would be complete
Nothing else would make me happier
Nothing would matter to me anymore
I wouldn't need anything else in my life
Cause all I would need is you