Lies

I tell you all I am ok.
I tell you all I don't miss him,
And i don't want him.
I tell you all.... All of these lies.
What i don't tell you is I miss him more everyday,
I don't tell you how my heart breaks every time i see him
I don't tell you that i need him.
What i don't tell you is I cry every night.
I tell him the same lies.
What i don't tell him is I feel like i am dying on the inside.
I don't tell him I still cry,
I don't tell him My heart breaks everyday
What i don't tell him is that he is killing me very slowly.