Could it be...?

~It's a little long but I'd really appreciate you reading it all and commenting on it Thank you~

Watch my life pass me by
Watching as the faces pass all around
I hate that you can't see
See who I am
Who I want to be
Who I can be
What I can do
Noone knows
Noone sees
I see..
I see alot
I see my future
I see that past staying where it belongs
I see love..
I see...
Happiness
It all seems impossible
But I see it
It's within my grasp
I just have to reach out
But I can't
I'm afraid
So used to this life
Life of pain
Depression..
Happiness seems..
Unexplainable
Should I reach out?
Take his hand?
Let him..
Make me..
Happy?
Could it be?
Could this really be what I've been looking..
Searching...
Hoping..
For?
Ten months..
Almost a year
Happiness is here
I can feel it
It's not so...
Synthetic anymore
It's so real
I am so in love
I love what he does
To make me..
Happy..
Forever in his arms..
Is where I want to be
There will be pain...
But I believe it will be worth it...
To wake up every morning..
To his smiling...
Loving..
Wonderful...
Face..
I think I am finally ready..
To accept..
What God has given me
A man..
To love and hold me
Kiss away the tears
The pain..
And forever make me
~Happy~