I want to look in the mirror and not see your face,
i want to not cry when your name,
to not dream of your face,
to think what we would have been if i had said yes.
even though you are all i think about,
i want so much to not talk about you,
and wonder if you feel the same way too.
although i don't know you so much,
i feel like i want to know,
want to know everything about you.
then there's that feeling,
that feeling like if i were to say yes,
I'd ruin my life.
i want to get over you,
you stupid little fling.
i want to not think what we would have been,
i want you outta my life,
outta my mind, my thoughts, my dreams.
i have said all of these things wishing that they were true,
but i know i will go to bed,
and dream of your face.
i will probably never,
never get over you,
but i so deeply want to let you go,
all i know is that i can't seem,
can't seem to let you go,
you're making me crazy,
can't you seer?
