I Hate that I Love you

I hate that you claim to love the way I let you make love to me.

I hate that I don't know how you really feel that with you I never know the deal.

I hate that I don't come first in your life but yet still I want to be your wife.

I hate the way you deceive me with your word that it's always me being hurt.

I hate that I can't tell you all of this because I melt at your kiss.

I hate that this relationship brings me to shame the way you whisper my name.

I hate that you may not care the way you run your fingers through my hair.

I hate that I feel so good with you that I gave myself all to you.

I hate that we were doomed from the start that you completely have my heart.

I hate that you hold the key but won't open the door and I keep coming back for more.

My undying love for you I hate that it may never break through to you.