UNDERSTAND

People look at me and say what I do is wrong
But they don�t understand that my feelings for her are so strong
They say it doesn�t solve anything
It just makes it worst
They feel I should stop and think first.
I love her a lot
Just don�t want her to leave
I only do it so she can see how my heart bleeds.
Ive tried to stop but it�s an addiction
I hate my life and all its friction.
People look at me and tell me they care
But its not them that I want to notice
It�s her because I want her to know that Im scared.
Scared of what they might ask
Im scared that one-day her love for me will change.
Some of them wont understand
But I know somewhere in this world
There is someone who wants to help
Wants to hold my hand
And try to understand.
At night when Im laying in my bed
Happy thoughts of her and me run through my head.
And I think I know now I don�t want to be dead
Because her love is all I need to help me understand

Sue, i love you and i promise im goin ta stop cutting