I Want You, Regardless

Every moment spent thinking,
Is realization of me without you.
Fueling me into spells of drinking,
And you may never know it's true.

They say this kind of love is fake,
The connection based on wires.
I say I know what is at stake,
And I can't ignore my real desires.

Overseas is where I'll find you,
Perhaps thinking of finding me.
On a journey to discover something new,
If you and I are meant to be.

Ignoring the voices in my head,
Echoing doubt and words of woe.
I wish to follow my heart instead,
No more thinking; I want to know.