If only you knew;

I wish that i could turn back time,
and change what tore us up.
i wish that i could change your mind,
and make myself understood.

in life there are crossroads,
that we each have to face
we make a choice, and life goes on
but what if we'd gone the other way.

maybe if i hadn't come to camp,
we would never have changed,
but time means change, and people grow
but i feel incomplete.

i trust in my heart you mean it
when you tell me that you love me
but i wonder if in truth your
ready to fight for me.

baby I'm afraid of change,
cause change has ruined my life
and the way i see it at the moment
change makes life a strife.

i want for us to be perfect
the way we used to be
i want for you to hold me
the way you used to do.

I'm not afraid for us to change,
together we already have
what I'm afraid of in my heart
is that I've lost the spot in your heart i held.

i hope your not just screwing with me
like you seem to be doing to her.
and i pray that in time
you realize that in my heart it hurts.

it hurts to know that your telling
another girl how you feel.
to know that you can tell her with such
ease that you like her.

it's killing me to watch as you slowly slip away
i wonder whats holding you back,
is it the promise that you made.

i swear with all my heart,
my passion and my soul
that i love who you are,
and I'm afraid to let you go.

please just tell me this isn't how
our life is going to be
I'm afraid that i won't be able to stay
if it is, i need to be complete.

please baby just love me,
like you never knew you could
i want you in my life,
i want to be understood.

I'm afraid that we are falling,
into a pattern we can't break
but i want more than that from you
give me one more day.

take a chance and love me,
trust me like before
hold my hand and guide me
you'll learn so much more.

i hope that we change,
that we get the chance to live
just remember that i love you
and I'm far from ready to give.