Looking back on this year I keep wondering what if. What if this one little thing could have changed one big thing. What if he and I were never a couple. Would I have been better off. I have no clue because before the break up I couldn't remember being happier than I was with him. then he didn't want me anymore. It hurt but its getting easier. Even so I still wonder what if. What if I had done one little thing different would we still be together. When it comes down to it you have to forget about the what ifs and move on.
