I Hope

Most of the time I'm alone
Thinking where did I go wrong
Realizing how much I've grown
And why I've become so strong

You hurt me so deep
You've made me bleed
Sometimes its still hard to sleep
But some how I still believe

The bruises are gone
My cheeks aren't stained
Everything was so wrong
But I never once complained

You made me feel useless
I started to believe you
I started to see the truth in it
And what you were able to do

You tore me up
Made me want to die
I stuck around though,
And fell for you're every lie

I had my share
I was sick of crying
You're gone now
And now I don't feel like dying

You ruined the last 2 years
I wish I could just forget
How you left me in tears
This is my deepest regret

You said we belonged together
And I believed you
But now you're with her
I can't believe I thought that was true

You said I'd miss you
But I know I don't
Sometimes I miss the person I thought you were
And the I love yous over the phone

I know you well enough to know you never loved me
You made my life miserable
I hate myself for not being able to see
Everything you had done to me

I killed someone just for you're love
I killed my hope and simply just gave up
I killed my self esteem to hear "I love you"
You killed my trust in anyone because of what you do

I hope you're off making her life as miserable as mine was
Because when you realize she's nothing like what you had in me
I hope you start feeling lonely and sorry
This was all you're fault, when will you see?

You weren't worth my time
and I wish I realized that sooner
I could have been happy
I might have still had faith in me

I hope you hit rock bottom
I want to see you in pain
Like the pain you saw me in
All those tears just gone and down the drain

When I used to say I love you
I hope you know I lied
I hope you still have the scars like me
I hope you die like I have inside

Written By: Kayla Westerback