I still remember

I still remember the day
Your lips hit mine
and We shared a moment
That NO ONE else could experience

I Still remember the day
It was cold and you stole my blanket
You layed on my lap
and Put your head on my stomach
And I rubbed your head

I still remember the day
You were laying on me
You were seaching for my hand
So we could intertwin
When your Hand Held Mine
I felt on top of the world

I still remember the day
You called me beautiuful
and Said you would never hurt me

I still remember the day
We were standing outside
In the dusk
I asked if you would die with me
And you said "Yes"

I still remember thinking
God damn this boy is amazing

I wish that I could go back in Time
and Re live all of those special moments
Just one last time

Because Now what Im thinking Is
I want to die
Because You left me and Hurt me<3
Like No-One else could.....