Letting go

Letting go is harder then
I ever thought it would be.
I need to Cause
You don't love me.

I try to see
What it is that I lack~
But does it matter?
Should I want you back?

I gave you all
That I had~
Loving you
Should not have made me sad.

My heart was yours~
My whole life too...
I would have done anything
just to have you.

Your words spoken
Were never true~
Even though lies the sweetest
Were "I love you"

Letting go is so
Very hard to do~
I am nothing
If I don't have you