I Love You

You don't understand how it feels to be me..
when you control me, when you lie to me,
when you hurt me, when you make me feel two foot tall,
see I'm stupid because i love you,
i pretend I'm fine.. because i love you,
i put up with you making me feel like nothing.. because i love you...
See every time i find the strength to leave you,
you lie and i believe it,
I'm weak because i believe it but most of all,
I'm mad because i love you..
but you're never going to change,
maybe i should realize that.. but the people reading this poem are reading it because they understand what i feel how hard it can be... i just wish i was stronger!