What do i do know?

I can't look at you
im bad at hating you
im even worse at acting like i don't care
i can't say i love you
because i don't know what love feels like
i hate that you like her
i hate the fact that its not me
its eaiser if i just dont talk to you
o i wish i just would
i want to tell you how much i love tou
i keep telling myself you'r not worth it
now if only i could get myself to believe it