Cant leave now

I think about it
day and night
should i give in
or put up a fight

suicide is what i think of
but i always see your face
tears stramin down ur cheeks
shakeing ur head in disgrace

i put the blade down
not sure if i wanna die
i just really know
that i dont wanna make u cry

i try hard to
impress you in everyway
i dont want you to leave
i want you to stay

im not scared
to die
im just scared
of what im leaving behind

your trying hard to help me
and to leave wouldnt be fair
because time and time again
youve told me you care