Since the second I met you, I knew I loved you.
You gave me such an amazing feeling in my heart that I have never felt before.
I never thought we would be together,
I hoped for it,
but I knew it would never happen.
Everyday I would be glad to wake up, just so I could see you.
Everynight, I couldn't wait for the day to end so a new one wold begin...
We were just fine and everything was going great... then everything changed.
We lost what we had, which wasn't much but it was something and we became something I never thought we would become---
nothing.
We don't speak anymore and we can barely look at eachother.
But things are getting better.
I have waited 2 years for things to change.
I thought they did, but really, nothing changed at all.
My heart still skips a beat every time I see you.
And when you look at me, I slip into your eyes and I can't breathe.
When you smile at me, I see nothing but you.
I think about you day and night, and I pray for the day we will be how we used to.
But now I know, things are never gonna change.
We will never be how we used to be.
It's time for me to step out of this fantasy and take a step into reality.
You're gone.
What we had was in the past and is now nothing but a memory that will never fade away.
I need to accept the changes that I am left with.
I will always love you...
but it's time for me to let the past go..
