How come...?

How come i cant breathe when i think bout him
and when i think of him all i do is smile

how come i feel so empty all the time
and do nothing but cry

i cant help but wonder where did things go wrong
but then i remember it was my fault

how come i said that
and why did he take it as so much more
if i could change everything i would

maybe then everything would be OK
maybe then things wouldn't be this way

i love him with all my heart
and he just thinks of me as a good friend

i know he cares but not the way i want him to
i know he loves me but not in the way i want him to

sometimes i think if i see him again things will be perfect like before
but then i realize things don't just happen that way
and just cry some more