My lost wish.

Could it be, was i able in being talked to you long ago, by now you may still be here, by my side
yes it was wrong of me not to care, not to even think of your way want to be talked to.

you tried in getting my attention but i closed my self
you go far bring the pain that still stay in you
you left a new pain in me too

in searching for you,
i asked morning, day and night, rain and wind, the whole world
where must i ask, I'm looking every where, everyday

could you see how i am, what this done to me
if could just meet you again, to be able in loving you
at my sleep you are coming, in my dream you are smiling
if long ago i was able to talk, there will no pain for us like now.

back there, so much choices but so little time