Gotta say whats on my mind

I gotta say whats on my mind,
I gotta tell you whats in my heart.
I really need you to listen,
but i dont know where to start.

I walk around like im fine,
when really nothing is right.
I need my dark days,
to be restored with light.

But the only way is for you to see,
everything that i hide.
The things i keep,
locked deep inside.

The hardest part of all,
was when you left me alone.
Because i loved you, i cry everynight.
I needed you, you shouldve known.

I never felt this way,
about anyone before, its true.
The only time i felt alive,
was being close, holding you.

Baby, i love you more than anything,
I really need you to know.
I need you in my arms again,
So the light can finally show.

I gotta say whats on my mind,
but dont know where to start.
Baby, youre my Sunshine,
you hold the key to my heart.

When you walked out of my life,
my world turned gray.
When i see you i still fall apart,
till this very day.

You have no idea how much i love you,
and how much i hate this.
Then us not being together wouldnt have happend,
Im willing to do anything to fix it.

I wait by the phone at night,
hoping you would call.
But another day goes by,
without you my world seems so small.

I remember how once,
you said forever.
Did you really mean it?
Why did forever turn to never?

When i hear our song,
I cant help but to think of us.
Baby, i need you back in my life,
its a must.

When our eyes meet,
i wanna die.
When you look away,
I cant help but to cry.

Hearts change,
I know they do.
But this heart,
will always be with you.

By: Amanda Frost

9-20-07