Why Me?

So when I decided to move on,
That's when you pull me close.
Why are you so insecure about everything?
Why can't you just let me go?

God, I am so in love with you Eli.
But you told me we could never be.
You are in love with Ashton.
I'm not her dear... I'm just me.

So what are you holding on for?
When there's nothing left for us.
Unless you really do love me,
OMG! What the fuk!

I'm so confused right now.
I don't know what's going on.
Everything is so right between us.
Why did you have to tell me it was wrong?
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(It's not finished yet, but I'd still like to know what you think. I'll return the favor. Thank you)