Weird With a Capital "WE"

I sit with my head in my hands
thinking of everything
that went wrong
that could go wrong
that will go wrong
then I see your face
from across the room
looking back at me
with a concerned expression
in your sweet, sweet eyes
I look away quickly
dont look back I say
but I cant help it
I see you have turned away
went back to scribbling
something on your paper
after class I hurry away
to avoid discussing why
I seemed the way I was
hours later your name appears
on my cell phone
I rejoice, to hear your voice
you make some stupid joke
I say youre weird
we talk about nothing
and everything you say
resounds in my head
I know Im weird for feeling like this
I will never understand
hes so weird they say
but hes weird with a capital
WE.
because Im strange just for thinking that
but I love how talking to you
makes my day perfect
I wish you would call me more
so all my days would be perfect
and I wouldnt have to go another day
with my head in my hands
I remember that one time
when you ran away from your friend
to come over
and ask me what was wrong
I dont think you ever realized
how much that meant to me
just to know you cared
just to know you were thinking about me
in that instant I was stuck on you forever
but then the next day
you send me an email
talking about your new girlfriend
in that instant my world stopped
I refused to believe
you had forgotten me
So quickly
but then I pretended to be happy
I put a smile on so the world
would never see
me crying
if only you knew
but then after two months
of holding strong
you come to me again
and here comes the WE again
you break up with her
and Im still crying
I will never be your girl
I will never be the one for you
maybe Im too strange
or maybe too quiet
or maybe too old
I like you
but only as a friend
I cant sit back and watch you
fall in love with other girls
do something to make me hate you
but thats impossible
because I could never hate you
I still love you
no matter how strange
or moody
or fickle you are
to me you are wonderful
you make me smile
and make me laugh
and brighten my day in an instant
I hope you dont forget me
friends are enough for now
at least Im lucky
to have you in my life
and to be able to call
and hear your sweet, sweet voice