Why did i fall in love with you

Why did have you done this to me
We were together for so long
then we just end it in a few words

You say you love me so much
And you are going to miss being with me everyday
Don't even bull shit yourself
By saying shit you don't even mean

Then i see you and its one of the happiest times of my life
it felt like when we were together
and that night you kiss me
And then days later you are with another girl
And you say one day we can be
I really don't you two be the guy for me

I did love you
I loved you more then i loved myself
I don't know what was wrong with me

My mom told me i can never love a man more then i love myself
because when its over its going to hurt so much you cant even describe it
I don't know why i didn't listen to her

Because yes it does hurt
One why does it have to hurt
And why did i have to fall in love wit you