Effed up thoughts going through my head,
effed up thoughts about being dead,
Thinking about all that was said,
Thinking its only held by a thread,
Heart beats faster and faster,
Blood rushing to my eyes,
Wishing you would stop believing these effed up lies,
All this he said she said bullshit,
Blaming this on everyone else,
What am i supposed to admit?
Not even sure what i did,
I love you so much ill die if this ends,
Just watch my heart bend,
Praying for just once chance,
Ending this with a glance,
We both know thats not right,
Lets just end this stupid fight,
Its not us,
Its everyone around us.