Everyday i fake a smile
everyday i fake a laugh
every day i act like it's all okay
but it's not and i can't handle this I'm only young
what the heck do they expect
every night the yelling and the screaming and smashing
while all this is going on i decide i need to let my cares go away just relax and calm down i tell myself that this will all blow over like before but it doesn't so i decide to let my cares bleed away slit both my wrists and then my throat slit so hard that it cuts the veins so i can see the deep dark red blood that flows inside me
but then i see a gun with just one bullet one last bullet and i know that it's for me to end this bullcrap called a life and to prove to everyone that emo's don't just cut and words really do hurt..... to prove ......that life screws us all and you just gotta get ahead by screwing it up first
