a newbie that is what they call it..
a person who just came from nesting,
the baby of the team,
so delicate, so innocent.
..But that is who he was long before he totally changed. Well thats
the certainty of life, nothing truly last forever, not him, not even my feelings. People change, by chance or by choice.
He used to be so great in so many ways. We got things in common, from rations to some preferences. But one thing I find irresistible about him is the grin, so effortless but that angel is melting me in every inch.
I cant detail how things change. I myself dont know at what point of time and how it go off. I hate to ask why it has to end. I mean we try to take pleasure in the moment spend while having lunch, or yosi break. We are still on the process of getting to know each other. I enjoy his company and im upbeat he felt the same way too.
Im still I'meeing him around, grinning to everyone but sad to say things between us is not longer the same. His with someone else. Im happyI'mnowing his doing perfectly fine but part of me is impair and heartrending. I know I dont have the right to act like this. I assume missing an important person is aint dreadain'tI guess. I just fail to spot the time that he is with me. I know I dont hold the time and I cant do something about it. I cant keep him but what I can do is keep the memories I had with that newbie and have it luck in my heart so no one can steal the only special thing I got from him.
