Race

What do you do when you are in love with him.
Each day passes by and you think of your sins.
No matter how hard you try,
He'll never get it.
He tells you "please just get over it."
Then you reply with all of your heart,
I can't get over you!!! I thought you were smart...
I've tried and I've tried,
Yet nothing seems to work.
You know I have tried because you watch me get hurt.
I love you to much
To ever let you go.
I love you to much and you know so.
In my own little world,
And at night in my dreams.
I think maybe, just maybe
He might love me.
But then I wake up
And reality hits me.
I know that my dream is only a vision,
Of what I want to see.
I have that dream everynight,
And each time I wake up to a new fight.
All in my life is falling apart.
All in my life is growing apart.
When I think of you,
I see a new start.
I see a start that will never begin.
Because my old race just won't finish...