I lay alone in my bed,
Thinking of the past and what may lay ahead,
I think of all the memories we've had,
Memories I think of that make me glad,
I think of how it started as a little child's game,
Of fighting and kicking without a shame.
I think of, how we felt like we wouldn't last,
That "us" would quickly be a thing of our past.
You were my first kiss, my first true love, my first everything
I never though I could feel what I'm feeling,
But after I think about all we've been through after all these years
My eyes start to fill with tears
"Together forever" said
Not knowing what lay ahead
We had everything planned out
Without a single doubt
Everything seemed to be going well
but afeter the news I received my whole world fell,
In a couple of months their's a possibility I might have to go
Because of the circumstances of which you already know
It's painful to look into your eyes and think
That we could be miles apart in a blink
I'm afraid that while being so far apart
Someone might steal your heart,
I'm feeling so much sadness, rage, and fear,
Of having to leave this year,
I can't even begin to discuss how I feel
At first I thought it would never happen but each day that goes by makes it sem so real
And each day that passes by I tell myself we'll make it,
That this is just another one of God's test and we can take it,
But if for some reason I do have to go,
I want you to know,
That no matter where I may be
You will always be a part of me,
And please believe me when I say,
That I'll come back to you somehow, someway.
