My misery (If only I have that strength)

Another morning has come
Yet another chance to tell you my longings
This misery I couldn't express
These roses I couldn't furnish

How much time do I need to bear this pain?
For how much time do I need to be alone?
For each day you are not with me
My heart will slowly turn out to a stone

I couldn't tell you my feelings
Straight to the point I am speechless
I wish I have that strength
So that I wouldn't be so desperate

I would tell you stories
Songs that won't give us worries
But that is just my fantasy
Just to bring myself in ecstasy

I wish I could tell you this feeling
So that I could stop from worrying
I hope you’ll hear this poet’s feeling
From your heart I am beseeching