Happiness.

Your words are like knives in my back,

you kisses like stabs to my heart.

i say you make me happy,

but these smiles are all fake.

i hide behind this made up face,

so you cant see the hurt and the pain.

i ask myself every day, WHY?

why do i pretend to care?

you only bring me up

to let go and make me fall.

down and down this hole i go

deeper every time you decide to let go.

i crawl myself back up to you

knowing soon i will be back at the bottom again.

it's so hard to love someone who doesnt care.

i moved away and no tears were shed,

i tried to see you and you disappeared

soon i will not even be a thought in the back of your head.

out of your life i will be,

maybe we can finally be happy.