I used to think age was just a number

I love you so much its unreal,
Ive only just met you but i know how i feel,
Its like i have no control over what comes next,
I'm trying to push it aside, I'm trying to forget,
I no it can never happen us being together,
I suppose ill have to live with that forever and ever,
I want you to know just how i feel,
But i know i cant tell you so with that ill have to deal.

Your the first thing i think about when i awake in the morning,
And the last thing at night when I'm tired and yawning,
And every second that is in between,
I want you so bad,
Age is just mean.

When i don't see you i miss you so much,
I hate people who do nothing but love to judge,
Age is just a number, or so i used to think,
Every time i see you my heart begins to sink,
But i know if we were together, people would just stare,
Do nothing but judge, look at them over there.

So now i have to sleep and forget my pain,
Until i awake and it starts all over again,
I'm doing my best, I'm doing just fine,
Hopefully ill get over you in time,
But i step in reality and know thats not true,
Ill always be thinking of you, ill always love you !!!