That first time

They see my frustration
They know my pain
they sit there and watch
and say the same
its not much to do
but when i do i know its true
because it feels so good
i cant control myself
i go all out
and we do it on the couch
i laugh and giggle
and he continues to wiggle
giving me pleasure
and a lot of pain
but i get over it
and decide to take his name
I'm doing good now
they see my face has changed
i now look older and maturer
I'm not the same girl they thought i was
ill show the world what I'm feeling today
i think i might really want him
then i see that its just lust
get off me boy
i don't ever wanna feel yo touch
again and again we continue until we die
happily smiling there we lie