Why

You cannot hurt me..i will not let you..
but as i say this over and over in my mind
i know that it is not true
you cut my heart so deeply
whenever i thought of
your honeyed words
promising forever
words that stroke...caress..
and bring me to ecstasy
all empty and meaningless
and i can feel the darkness
engulfing me once again
finding solace in its arms
and wanting to stay there
forever...