Lost

I'm lost in side
I'm all alone
I was in love
I think its shown

What i thought was real
It was all a game
It hurts so much
Whose to blame

Everything was perfect
The best it could be
Why is it that
I'm the only one who sees

He was my life my love my soul mate
Always there and always willing
He shared his life dreams
I fell for him from the beginning

But like a fool
I was led so blindly
Why was i so gullible
I treated him so kindly

I leaped before i though
I believed before i dreamed

So where am i now
I am left in the dark
For my love has left me
To believe there was no spark

I'm treated like there was nothing there
He acts as if he never cared

Its funny how it takes hard work to get what you want
And how fast it disappears
And when i look back at our true love
It took so many years

He told me to trust him
Something i wouldn't normally do
And here i am yet again
Depressed just as i knew

So who can i trust
When everything says
Trust me, love me till the very end
Its my love that i ant to send

Love me how i am
Love me foe me
Love what is there
And now what you see