I am speechless. Was I right all along? Was I wrong for giving you my all? Should I cry or should I scream? Tell me because apparently you control me. Did you lie? Did you ever love? Did you love her more? Was I a bore? I wasn't up to your expectations. I wasn't good enough for your deed. Thank you for helping me feel a love so strong. A love that would soon make me cry. Thank you for making me feel a sorrow so deep. A misery that wouldn't deplete. Thank you for opening my eyes a little more. Thank you for being a great actor and accomplishing to make me feel like you were true, because after all of this I became a little more clever and a little more bright. I became a girl who wouldnwouldn'tever again hide. Don't get me wrong I still love you so and I forever will. You were the only one who could make time stop and stand still. You made me happy everyday. Just the thought of you brightened my face, but apparently I did not do the same for you. I just hoped you would have told me when you knew. Knew that you did not love me so and cared about me like you said. I just wish it were all true because every word you said made my heart fell loved and safe. You always had the fear that I would leave and not love you back. The funny part is that love for me you lacked. You left me and threw me away. I can't be mad it's hard to say why? Maybe because my love I did apply. And even though you don't love me so. Ill wait even if it means I'm waiting for nothing, because I'm afraid to say my love for you is still here. It's still near. Though I know nothing can be done, I hoped there could have been a slight chance for you to come back. I longed each day of the thought of you just realizing what you lost and asking for it back, but I was the one willing to do the action. Even after everything went wrong, you decided to let be wrong. Why? Why didn't want to fix didn'tI guess ill never get the answers. Every saying, sentence, word, and letter you say is never the truth, but lies you live to tell. I guess some people never change.
