I Hate How Much I Love You

I hate how much I love you
At this moment in time,
It is killing me not to
Be able to touch you,
Hold you, take in your
Smell or taste your sweet kisses.

Every time I read some
Sweet words that you
Have written to me
My heart melts and
Sings with joy all at
The same time.

I feel as if I am dying
Inside every moment that
We are apart and yet
I grow stronger every minute
Knowing that you love me.

You have released so many emotions
In me that I never thought were possible.
I had no idea that I was capable of
Loving someone so much
That it would hurt this bad
How can anyone feel so much love
And so much pain at the same time?

I hate how much I love you…
I hate it because I have never felt
These emotions so strongly before
And because I cannot
Hold you in my arms.

How can one person evoke
So much emotion from another
The way you do to me?
How come I love you so much
That it is killing me slowly?

I thank God every day for
Bringing you back into my life
And at the same time I
Curse him for taking you
So far away from me.

All I have are your pictures,
Your sweet words of poetry
And just the sound of your voice
To keep me going each day.

I hate how much I love you baby
And there is nothing I can
Or want to do about it.
You are my sunshine on a rainy day
My warmth when the cold wind blows
And my smile when I am having a bad day.

I love you in every way possible
I long for you every day
And I dream of you every night.
Until the day that I am in your arms
I will hold your memory close.

I love you with every beat of my heart baby.