How To Hold On

Half of me wants to love you...

Half of me wants to hate you...

Half of me still loves you...

Half of me still,
doesn't want to hate you...

How can I love and hate???

How can I cry, and smile???

When I know I'm not with you

but I know I don't want to be
with you too...

I can't have both,
and neither can you

you say the tear you shed
was because of the sense you came to

I say it's because I won't come back
and you know it

You just realized that I won't be duped again

I mean....

How can I let you hold me???

or let any other man again...

you promised not to hurt me...
but you did..

and it broke me down to tears...

but, still, you've made me happy...

How do you get over the pain that sears the heart??

It's not like you can fall in love, because your already fallen apart

how do you hold on??????