You run through the night
as you search for the one thing
that will destroy you
you desire it you need it
and yet you are repulsed by it
you hate that you want it
but you need that hate to conqure it
it's holding you by the only thread of light
left in your life, the only thing keeping you here
the only reason you wont do wut is needed to leave
it could kill you in an instant or save you till tomorrow
the only thing that has that effect on you
is your own fear
