Lost Love

My soul is in sorrow, my heart's in despair
ever since you walk away leaving me standing here,
my days have since been lonely my nights sad
and long,
as I struggle to find the answer as to where our love
went wrong.

But after months of searching the answer was finally
found,
it was there all along in the reason you had stop
coming around,
at that moment of truth i stood transfixed, as an eerie
silence echoes all around,
the reality sunk in that i've lost you forever and in
tears I fell to the ground.

You had asked me to share your life at a time when
many circumstances of it just wouldn't fit,
and when I said yes you turn to me and say that
from God I was a rare gift,
but it's plain to see now that those very words were
never really meant to be,
as you tore them from your memory and toss them
into the turbulent sea.

There were times when I would stay up late,and
watch you peacefully asleep,
the thought of losing your love would cross my mind
and in silence I would weep,
for I never thought a love like ours would ever come
to an end,
but when it did it was hard to comprehend a life,
without you my lover my best friend.

Now in my sleep the love we once had still haunts
my restless mind,
and i would wake up in tears wondering why to me
you're saying things that are so unkind,
but after six long months of loving you faithfully,worshiping
your beauty with happiness and grace, I know that is not long
but please know that in the depths of the very heart you
broke, for you, there will forever be a very special place.