How did I let this happen

How did I let this happen?
We were only suppose to be friends.

I was not suppose to fall for you.
You say your in love with me,
that can't happen.

As much as I want to be with you,
It just can't work.
It will be wrong.

How did I let this happen?
How could I have feelings for a married man?

I know this is wrong,
but it feels so right.

Make my day so much brighter.

Put a smile on my face with just a simple text.

I feel so much happier then,
I have been in 12 years.

I can't stop my feelings for you.
I should, its wrong.
Your married.

How do I do that?
Stop talking to a man that,
makes me feel so alive.

I was suppose to be your secret lover,
not the other woman.

How did I let this happen?

Dedicated: To my cousin R. W. and Carey