Embarassing love

He was my love...
my first love...
don't want to talk to him
nor look at him...
would he notice??
I don't want him to know it...

I just felt love...
don't even wanted to love...
but it happened...

though, I feel like
I was flying in the air
and observe that it was good
to be in love...

but if he noticed that I am in love
with him,
there will be silence
between us...
although he feel the same way too?